Comm'on Say the Truth, I know you do!
in fact we all have it one way or another, What I'm referring to?
Those whom agree with you, when you self pity your self and do not Paint, Draw
The one's that accompany your thoughts when you are not doing what you're suppose to,
making themselves seem, to really care but in fact they are attached to you like leaches, because
my friend, you are to them, a re-use battery. In fact when someone that is in recovery from one of those blocqued or depressive state" because they don't paint, draw or write it is like a magnet.
It is so easy' not to do what your suppose to, in fact it is almost trilling and the more talented you are the bigger the excuse, You might look at some ones else's Art (some one that is doing what he or she is suppose to) and say, Oh' you see that Artist is not all that,.. because I can do better than him, etc... and the other.. you're so " friend", Of course you can!, but I understand how... how... feel..take it easy'..., don't force your self, etc... just what you need it to hear' right? You know you are suppose to, pick that pencil up, brush and write,.. write,..and write, but,.. but,.. you are not forcing your self...just like you're friend told you so..Right?
It is like two drunken man, on the street, looking at each other, wile one of them say_ you know" I'm tired of being like this, and would like to feel and be sober at least once'. And the other one opens and cheer's and pass the bottle,... on to the one that just said, he wanted to change.
In fact it it said that some addicts loose their friendships when they are trying to Recover, and that might happen to you, and you see the years you being hanging out with this friend' (s) and feel sad... Well in order for you to Paint, Draw, and Write you must, let go of those who agree with you when you are not.
It takes courage, and is a long process but it is all worth it!, Once you start painting, drawing and writing again you must safeguard your self', because you would be called Selfish, different and God knows what else accused off'. But don't let them take you back in to your old habits and pick your pencil and force yourself to do so.
Every time you don't follow your inner guidance, you feel a loss of energy, loss of power, a sense of spiritual deadness Shakti Gawain
All sanity depends on this: that it should be a delight to feel heat strike the skin, a delight to stand upright, knowing the bones are moving easily under the flesh.
Snipers are people who undermine your efforts to break unhealthy relationship patterns.
To know what you prefer instead of humbly saying Amen to what the world tells you, you ought to prefer, is to have kept your soul alive.
Robert Louis Stevenson
I was often thinking of my self being a Shark since I am well,... an Artist and we are sharks of the depths constant lurking in the waters for an opportunity, but Ive found out!, I'm a dolphin. I'm here to help.